working out only minimally improved

working out only minimally improved my mood. I’m having a hard time again. bad hormones, a bit of post-traumatic stress…and some good old-fashioned angst. and we’ve really got to move things around in this house!

why is that the same

why is that the same people who find cloning repulsive get all excited about those idiots who take fertility drugs and have 8 kids?

in kind of a cleaning

in kind of a cleaning frenzy mood. I actually scrubbed down all the kitchen surfaces…some last night & some this morning. plus I’m doing laundry and trying to get this computer set up properly. I couldn’t get Opera to install properly. 🙁

but I’m doing better – tired, and still a little trembly, but better.

I feel a little better

I feel a little better this morning – tho I think I’m coming down with a cold.

Chad came home early this morning after crashing (no pun intended) at a friend’s in Oly last night. he was sleepy, and hadn’t noticed the car, but I told him what happened. we talked a bit, and he was very understanding.

maddy is being very insistant about getting her breakfast this morning. but there’s no cat food in the house, and I’m feeling a little hesitant to go to the store. maybe after the jeans go thru the dryer….

she called me right back,

she called me right back, and we talked for a bit. Kat is a really good friend.

as is Matt. it sort of reminded me of talking to Grey when I’m really upset – I don’t know if he was at all comfortable dealing with me when I was that freaked out. I couldn’t stop crying – I couldn’t get any words out…even when I wasn’t crying.

and then I just felt *bleh* the whole afternoon. little bursts – bits of conversation, laughter even – but underneath it all….

hey, but I’m alive, right? I guess that’s what matters. the rest of it will get worked out, one way or another.